I’m so tired of being thrown away. I’m so tired being treated with cruelty. I’m so tired of being told that I am loved and wanted when I am so alone.
I’m so tired. I just want it to stop. I just want to give up. Love is a lie Community is a lie The only thing that’s real is pain and isolation
Depends on where you live, some places are really sad. @[email protected] also suffered a breakup on Saturday but luckily, there was a Linux meetup in Prague on Sunday, which she found quite uplifting (she’ll post about it shortly*). Maybe you’ll find the right community not too far to visit once in a while at least… or online, for the time being. I’m rooting for you.
* Edit: see https://lemmy.blahaj.zone/post/48791262
Just chiming in…
Community is NOT a lie. Truly, being in a place with many like-minded, open and supportive people is really a positive transformative experience. This is just ime, but I really felt like a normal girl on a date…which was exactly what I needed at the time ❤️
Please at least try to find the right community for yourself. Online works, but irl is always better. I didn’t believe it until I actually experienced it.
Best of luck, girlie 🩷
absolutely agree, online community can be awesome but being able to interact with other trans people irl, especially in a safe environment, is 1000x better :)
Yeah, it’s something hugely valuable and worth going out of your way to develop
I’m currently trying to save money to move up to my sister in Seattle, so here’s to hoping once I get up there I can find some normal people
I have no experience with how Seattle is, unfortunately…but I really hope you do find some nice people.
We’re rooting for you girl 💜. Best of luck!