When I was in middle school, I was sexually molested by some adults in my family. I’ve also received death threats & further assaults from one of these people, which police have supported & contributed to more than once.
My Step father molested his daughter, my half sister, from her age 10-15. I put him in jail. Took a few times trying to get us out of there before I was sucessful. Boy was his family mad I got his face in the news. My sister credited me with saving her life. He only did 8 years in prison.
People who harm children piss me off the most.
I hope youre alright today and have healing with you
I have a similar family member who only did 8 years as well. Disgusts me how some act like it never happened.
I’m still gaslight, verbally abused, censored, & assaulted for having been sexually molested. Being gaslight, verbally abused, & censored, assaulted is very common for me. Police permit & contribute to it too.
can you ditch your fucking family!? I ditched mine. Life got much better from there. I chose to be homeless over dealing with them, still better.
When I was visibly homeless, I was invited by a Navajo man to visit his place on the Navajo reservation. There have been beings dependent on me staying where I am for survival - and moreso there’s basically guaranteed to be a mass-killing if I leave. Otherwise, it’s also been the case that there hasn’t been a place to sleep that isn’t against the rules, and this is being enforced by violence. As of now, the only option for me to sleep & survive is to try migrating elsewhere - to the Navajo reservation, though wandering to Buddhist monasteries/etc. along the way & maybe after. Having police in family - and based on past experience - I would continue expecting unwanted monitoring & unwanted intervention by police and likely family too, even if I’m in the Navajo reservation.
Leaving also doesn’t get to the root of the issue, which is cultural & quite widespread. I don’t see conditions for a civil, genuine, open discussion on sexual conduct. I think racial delusion, hatred, & arrogance is a blocking issue here.
Peace be your companion.
