Well, I became obsessed with yuri fan art and felt sad I could never be in a sapphic relationship, which somehow wasn’t enough to realize.
Then I cried when watching a video of a male YouTuber coming out as gay and couldn’t figure out why.
Then PhilosophyTube (before they came out as trans) explained what being transgender was with clam chowder.
And finally that PhilosophyTube video led me to Contrapoints which was the final nail in the coffin.
It’s weird, it’s not like I never heard of the concept of trans people before, but it just felt like any attempt I made to explore those feelings were immediately suppressed by my brain until it was presented in video essay format.
Well, I became obsessed with yuri fan art and felt sad I could never be in a sapphic relationship, which somehow wasn’t enough to realize.
Then I cried when watching a video of a male YouTuber coming out as gay and couldn’t figure out why.
Then PhilosophyTube (before they came out as trans) explained what being transgender was with clam chowder.
And finally that PhilosophyTube video led me to Contrapoints which was the final nail in the coffin.
It’s weird, it’s not like I never heard of the concept of trans people before, but it just felt like any attempt I made to explore those feelings were immediately suppressed by my brain until it was presented in video essay format.