Im not gonna do it. If I didnt have a support network and family though, Id be feeling it.
struggling to cope with both micro and macro …sadness in humanity.
Im tired of coping today. Im crying every 15 mins.
I did go to my art therapy group this morning, and felt a little better. Only to come on here and see… what my country is doing.
Being human is a curse.
gonna go to my dr appt in a minute, and then make my favorite leek soup, or ask my husband to handle dinner so I can be a puddle on the floor.
Nearly 40 years on this earth. Today, feels like too much.
Me too friend.
Simultaneously exhausted by the world at large and let down by my own little corner of the world. Definitely had worse days emotionally and materially than I am now but whoof, this weeks been getting me. The collective apathy, the learned helplessness, the willful ignorance… shit wears me down 😮💨
I don’t have therapy, but I made myself a tasty coffee this morning and have been bumping good tunes all day trying to stay above the line. Whatever helps lol
I’m glad husband is there for you, I hope you’re able to find the little things that make you feel full and alive today. It’s bleak out there but there is love and beauty and good things out there too 🫶