• Shellofbiomatter@lemmus.org
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    26 days ago

    Washing machine broke, again. So that’s absolutely always ticking in the back of my head.

    In addition i got a new person to teach at work, absolutely nothing against her and it’s only for a week. But it does disrupt my standard routines during a time when something is already taking up my limited bandwidth and im not that social person so face to face social interaction is always draining.

    In addition, because everything creates a chain reaction, due to lower social energy. I’m more withdrawn/distant/closed off which triggers my wifes anxiety and overthinking and she becomes very clingy

    And all of that makes my movement disorder to flare up almost a month before treatment. That’s a self feeding loop already in of itself.

    On a positive note. While I’m lifting, the movement disorder subsides completely and that motivates to train more and harder and thus numbers move up faster.

    Luckily the replacement part came to storage box today and i can replace it tomorrow. Fingers crossed that it works. Technically it should work as the error code corresponded with this piece, but I’m always preparing for the worst.

    Though i learned my lesson from it and im buying a backup washing machine. It’s most definitely easier to crarry replacement washing machine up from the basement than to deal with the stress of not having any and washing clothes by hand.

    Oh, and my fucking favorite gym water bottle broke. It was a 3,8L(1gallon) aluminum canister.

    All of that is layered over by the heatwave which is already draining enough without anything additional added to it.

    Edit: just my bloody luck, it didn’t work. Switched out the sensor and still giving the same error. Fuck.