Yes, she’s my voice, but she says things in a similar tone to a bully. She’s not an actual voice and I recognise her as just a part of myself.

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UK and the lollipops were Swizzels Fruity Pops. Can’t remember how many of them there were but I’d say about 50 in a large container.

The “moderator”'s. The best way I can describe it is like a conscience except a really harsh one, and it’s like the arbiter of truth but that truth can change very rapidly. Sometimes I’m a bad person, then I’m good, then bad. It’s like being given a list of truths and instructions but each one has two sentences overlaid on top of each other and both sentences say the opposite things.

I feel the same way. This isn’t normal?

I’ve just started therapy today, I had an intro session earlier. I’ll try and bring this up but like I said in the other comment, I have this “internal moderator” for lack of a better word, and there are things that are “allowed” and “not allowed”.

I have this kind of internal “moderator” for lack of a better word, and basically I’m not “allowed” to have a real partner, because I don’t deserve one.

Don’t hate durians till you tried one!

It’s not depression it’s more like… “am I a good or a bad person” “I’m bad” “okay maybe I’m good” “no, I’m bad” “am I mature enough to handle this I’m immature” “no I’m mature” “no I’m immature I can’t handle a relationship” “I’m lonely I need someone” “no I don’t need someone, I don’t deserve someone” “everyone’s better than me” stuff like that in rapid succession, constantly alternating as an inner voice kind of thing

I never forget a face

Caffeine does this, but the effect is temporary. There’s a rare condition called Morvan Syndrome, where there is a case of a person with it going without any sleep for 4 months, and had no cognitive impairment. Normally a person would die after 11 days. Seems like this condition messes with the inhibitory synapses so it might also mess with how adenosine affects the brain as well. 10% of cases lead to death though

It’s referring to plain adenosine. When adenosine builds up in the brain, the only way for the brain to get rid of the accumulation of it is by sleeping because it activates the glymphatic system, where CSF is used to flush out the waste/byproducts. If you don’t sleep, the adenosine continues to accumulate in the brain with nowhere to go.

That’s why stunt doubles are popular…

Cursed

This excuse didn’t work in the Nuremberg trials so…

Could pec flexes keep a person awake like that though? I’ve slept on a loud plane before and through pain.

She’s looking to mention her brain fog and how she needs it to improve on her next appointment. It’s often prescribed for brain fog in some places. Her brain fog is bad enough that directions like left/right take up to 5 seconds to compute and she keeps telling me how embarrassing it is

Truck equivalents of the Airbus A318 babybus aren’t real, they can’t hurt you

Truck equivalent of the Airbus A318 babybus:

I strongly approve <3

It’s the universe telling you that you need to give durians a chance

Embrace the durians 🍈