aaaaaaa I never know what to do with my stupid face x3

I try to smile though because i don’t like how i look when i’m not

couldn’t clear the bravery barrier to post yesterday but aaaaaah I love at least how i feel >w<

I used to be a lot heavier, but i think i’m starting to look presentable?

  • HuntressHimbo@lemmy.zipEnglish
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    12 days ago

    You look great! I’m glad you smiled for this because you have really nice lips/mouth shape. I don’t know if you’re wearing lipstick, but if not you should to highlight the nice shape and draw the eyes more. I like the ponytail with the ribbon, simple and cute, but it might also look nice if you let the sides/front down.

    The off the shoulder top is fire, and it looks great with the skirt and choker. If you put a little belt/wrap with it I bet your hips would pop! I also like how your glasses fit your face. Very cute pictures! I hope the bravery barrier doesn’t keep you from posting more 😊

    • natebluehooves@pawb.socialOPEnglish
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      12 days ago

      oooh that’s super useful feedback! I think I agree with the ponytail and needing to let the front down a bit. when I do, I often find my hair (bangs? is that the word?) falling into my mouth/glasses or flying sideways. maybe i’m making those bangs too thin/sparse?

      I haven’t had a proper hair cut in probably a year or so. is there something I should be doing there? nobody ever really taught me what to do with hair other than buzz cut it all off x3

      I love the belt idea actually! would be easy enough to go thrifting and find one I like. My belly isn’t totally gone yet but sooooon!

      I’m not wearing lipstick but it’s on my list! i’m worried about having things in/around my eyes. sweating into eyeliner sounds like hell (uninformed guess)

      honestly all this is euphoric but also overstimulating in a way. my emotions are buzzing in a way they haven’t in a long time. will post more, but I have a long cooldown period lol

      • mika june@piefed.blahaj.zoneEnglish
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        11 days ago

        if you can tolerate it, you may want to look into having your eyelashes tinted. it generally lasts a couple months and means a lot less having things around your eyes.

  • DaPorkchop_ [any]@lemmy.mlEnglish
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    12 days ago

    wait, i remember you from a few days ago… you’re pre-HRT‽ and you look this good? girl you are in for one hell of a good time once you get on E

    i know fuckall about fashion and can’t really give much meaningful feedback, but i like the bow and your smile is cute :3

    • natebluehooves@pawb.socialOPEnglish
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      12 days ago

      EEEEEE!

      Yeah i’m pre-HRT. I have been shaving and trying to grow out my hair (using minoxidil to hold off the balding) while trying to dress in ways that make me happy. I figured if i’m too scared to talk to anyone at least i could live my fantasy for a few years and revisit the idea.

      now that there’s no negative influences left in my life I think with clear eyes I REALLY want to figure out fashion. I want to LOVE my body.

      I’m 33 iirc, so a lot of my life was wasted being anxious. I want to be femme so I’m going to do so :3

      I have an appointment this december with the transgender health program at a hospital a town over… i’m practically vibrating in place waiting.

    • natebluehooves@pawb.socialOPEnglish
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      12 days ago

      hehe sure :3

      I kinda live with my whole social net and get overstimulated easily, so you may see me drop off the radar for days at a time. is that still friends? i assume so? >~<