Hi, I’m pretty sure I’m a demigirl, trying to keep it together atm.

she/they, generally feminine and neutral terms are ok.

Also Jamie Paige is awesome and I love her music.

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Cake day: July 7th, 2026

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  • I’m sorry you have to make this kind of decision, I’m honestly not sure anybody would be qualified to give advice here (only you really know your situation). But as long as you understand that, I can try.

    I’ve heard quite a few examples of this from people online, and I always hear it ends with no contact, so you’re probably going to be right about their reaction. It’s up to you whether you want to deal with the potential fallout, and if you think you can handle it. I think you could also tell them just to spite them, but that’s totally up to you, and that probably wouldn’t have the desired effect anyway.

    You would be justified in cutting them off if you do, and I’m sure whatever you end up doing it’ll be the right decision.


  • It’s really nice to hear all of that from you :)

    I’d still swap brains with you, wtf 😭

    Yeah, I meant it more for you, since I really do enjoy winter and I think that’d help you out quite a bit. Although I’d be worried for you in summer as it just feels awful given it’s inescapably hot, bright and dry. I bet it’s preference, but also the fact I basically isolate myself the entire time, so mix that with being in a void repeating the same things over and over and it isn’t easy on the mind.

    Thank you, Azalea 🩷

    You’re welcome, always!


  • Distractions can work well… sometimes, and exercise can work great for lifting your mood. In any case I really hope you pull through this, and it’s great that you’re off the kratom.

    I wish I could swap whatever the hell my brain is on with yours, I get my seasonal depression in the summer, I practically feed off of the gloomy winter weather.

    I really am happy to see you keep going despite all the shit you’ve been through <3




  • Awww, this is really sweet!

    Also is this a hrt thing? In the first week when my levels were still rising I remember a couple times when I saw someone in person I thought were cool my brain reaallly wanted to just hug them, to the point I would be walking slightly closer to them than I would usually, I’ve never felt that way before, it’s really fun, I also felt I needed a hug when I was sad too. For some reason though that stopped happening after that first week and I don’t know why, hopefully it’ll pop back up.